Clarification on Husbands

Sorry, I forgot to be more clear. Keith is my ex-husband. I was married to him at 18 and divorced from him at 21. My oldest two children, Tyler and Blake, are his children. Bill is my current husband, he is in jail and fights an addiction to crack. Dalton is his child. It has been a long road to where I am, and I have a long road ahead. Looking at the photo of Bill gives me so many overwhelming emotions, but most of all breaks my heart. (Sorry about the goofy look on Dalton's face, they were both caught off guard... HE HE)