Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Blessing and the Inevitable

BLESSINGS
For two weeks now I have been doing a bible study called A Woman's Heart by Beth Moore. What an awesome experience. When my SIL asked if I wanted to be a part of it, I instantly came up with about a dozen excuses why I couldn't do it. Then she asked if I would be there, of course I said yes. I drug my heals and didn't do the homework the first week, then last week, I was faithful, did my homework and fell in love with the study. It is refreshing like you wouldn't believe. The Lord always knows what we need. I have learned so much in the last week. God is good, ALWAYS.
INEVITABLE
Bill will be released next Thursday. 9 days. It has been a year and a half since I saw him. There are so many emotions running through me right now. I have talked to him several times in the last month. Time will tell the truth. Diligent in prayer I will be~

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

Where to start

So here is the outside of the new house! Note all the junk on the front porch from unpacking, he he~

Blake went on vacation with a friend, I missed him so much, and he is now home and all the boys are back in school. Woo Hoo! We are adjusting to the new house, being back to school and my schedule with work is finally starting to slow down this year.

I went to my first Notre Dame game a couple of weeks ago. I am a huge Michigan fan, but I had four free tickets from my company. Couldn't turn them down.
Norte Dame entering the field as the game starts!
I took my friend Ken, his twin brother, John and John's son, Zach! Ken bought me a Notre Dame shirt, which will only be worn once and that was at the game! Ha ha, Go BLUE!!!
We also had a company golf outing last Friday. Never golfed before, but we had teams of four and we played best ball. Thankfullly I was on Alan and Tom's team and they are great golfers. We were (hurricaned) rained out at the 7th hole. But we had a blast in the mean time.


God's timing is perfect, I slow down in time to adjust to and to help the boys to adjust to Bill's being released. 3 weeks. I have spoken to him twice in the past month. He is asking for yet another chance. I just don't know, I hate divorce, hate it! And yet protecting myself and the boys is tops on my priority list.
I started a bible study group with Bill's sister and some of his nieces last night. It is A Women's Heart by Beth Moore and I am so excited about it.
We will do it for 10 weeks on Monday nights. Tutoring for Dalton starts next week on Tuesday's and Blake's football games start this week on Wednesday's. Thursday night will be designated family night and Friday, Saturday and Sunday... well I am sure that they will end up full of activities all by themselves, no planning involved.
The last year and a half has flown by..... and yet I know that these next 3 weeks will drag :(
I miss being a wife, I miss having a complete family, I miss my soul mate and yet the question comes..... at what point do you comprimise?